Showing posts with label newborn anxiety. Show all posts
Showing posts with label newborn anxiety. Show all posts

Monday, April 11, 2011

Oh my Burning Heart!

    Water gives me heartburn these days :-(  Not cool.  Even worse is I'm sooooo thirsty all the time now that I'm constantly drinking more water.  I feel like I'm eating TUMS allll the time.  I currently have two bottles sitting on my desk at work.  Thankfully it's not a high-calorie food ;-)  I can't even begin to imagine how I'll be feeling even further down the preg timeline when our baby is huge.  That's a scary thought.
    One of my friends is soooo close to having her baby, and it's so exciting!  I was reading all her blogs earlier while we were super-slow at work, and I just can't wait to be where she is.  September seems like such a long way off- though seeing that we found out in January and it's already April, time sure is flying!  Sometimes I get scared about having a newborn baby in my care.  I've never been on to hold newborns because I'm so terrified of hurting them and in 5-6 months I'll have my own!  Ah!  Thankfully, I DO have a wonderful husband who does not share this same fear of breaking newborns as I.  At least one of us is normal, haha. 
   I think I might be showing enough for people to notice my preg belly for what it is and not just a few extra fat pounds.  I don't know though- because no one has really said anything- aside from people who KNOW I'm preg.  I think I'll be one of those preggo ladies who wants to be asked if I'm preg, because I AM :-)  And I'll want to talk about it, and I won't mind if they touch my belly (as long as they ask and aren't creepers).  I'm excited to talk about it!  And I absolutely enjoy talking to other preg ladies about being preg and all that goes with it- SO fun!  I'm very excited :-)